Oh, how I wish I had a boyfriend...
Well, I could have had one...only I didn't really like the guy who asked me in that way. He was kinda cute, and a nice guy and everything, but ultimately wasn't the kind of guy I was interested in dating. He was very insistent though, considering he asked on two more occasions. Totally got my heart pounding wildly as I considered it - but...he wanted me to send pictures and then I was like "No. He is NOT the one for me!". One thing I don't get though is that the first time he asked me was before our Year 11 prom and yet when we were at prom he didn't make a move on me...
Other than that, I'm just too introverted to flirt with guys, and I feel like whenever I'm in public I'm the only gay guy around, especially at school cuz everyone I know personally is straight. Speaking of, I...sorta have a crush on most of my straight friends, particularly three of them (though to be fair, two of them are more of an emotional attraction while the other's more physical...he's gorgeous.) Not that I do anything about these crushes I have, though. I have enough dignity and respect for them to just keep them by me as friends, and I know that I can't have them romantically unfortunately anyway, so...friendship is just as good.
I'm more of that type of guy that wants to be courted; I don't want to do the flirting cuz that's not my forte. Plus, the idea of them courting me shows me that they're doing it willingly and actually want to get to know me and date me so it's a confidence booster for me. That said, I do think I can be flirtatious when I want to be, but not for that long and not very often. I wouldn't know for sure - lotsa guys I meet IRL can make me feel so flustered inside I get too nervous to actually talk to them.
Ah, well. Back to shipping South Park yaoi I go!